Characters: Cat Casino / Whiplasher Bernadotte AKA Andreas (Both members of Deathstars)
NOTE I play Cat in this scene.
Setting: A Rehab Clinic
Brief Description: Having found the world of sex, drugs, and rock n’ roll all too enticing after entering the music business at such a young age, Cat started falling down hill as fame began to get to him. Late nights full of partying, sex, drugs, anything else the young man could get his hands on he usually did. This scene is the opening scene to a side pairing within Junkies Love with Cat dealing with the consequences of his actions after he was forced to enter a rehabilitation clinic thanks to his boyfriend and fellow band member.
Once Jack had fallen to sleep, Andreas stayed with him for several more minutes, simply to give him the comfort of a caring embrace, even in his sleep. Finally slipping out of the bed, he pulled the covers up over the man and silently slipped out of the room. Quickly making his way down the hallway, he thankfully avoided all medical staff as he went to Cat and Christus' room. Silently opening the door, he glanced over at the other Finn that Jack obviously loved so much. He would help them to be together even in this hell, so long as they were willing to help him be with his Cat.
Approaching Cat's bed, he silently slipped into the bed with the man, instantly unfastening his restraints as he pulled the tall, slender body tightly against him. He would not make the mistake of leaving the restraints off, but he would take a lesson from Jack and loosen them so that Cat could get out of them when he needed to.
Upon feeling someone pressed against him, Cat started to freak out. He knew he wasn't beautiful at the moment and didn't want the only person he figured it could have been to see. Curling up against Whip, Cat wrapped his arms around the man he loved and respected, "You came for me? Why I'm not your beautiful kitty right now." He whispered, tears filling his eyes. He knew exactly where he was and what he had done to get him where he was. "I'm so sorry, you shouldn't be here with me, I deserve to be alone, you don't. You're too good for this place."
"Hush." Andreas murmured, silencing Cat's words with a soft, deep kiss. "I am here because I love you and wish to be with you nor do I trust anyone else with you." Pulling the covers up over both their bodies, he wrapped his arms tightly around the slender man. "No more apologies. You will make up for your mistakes when we get home. For now, just get your body back under your control and not the drugs."
Returning the kiss, Cat let out a soft moan, he missed kissing the man, even if it had only been a day, two, he wasn’t sure. He lost track. He was trying desperately to put up a good front for Whiplasher, so the man wouldn’t worry about him as much as he had. He could take care of himself; he didn’t know why Whip thought he couldn’t. Snuggling into the embrace, Cat frowned a little, “I know I’m in trouble.” He whispered sadly, he knew he messed up, knew it well, just didn’t want to think about the trouble he was in with the man he loved more than anything.
"Do not dwell on it. Let your mind relax. What happens after we leave here is in the future. You can not change it, so do not let it disturb you and take away from your healing." Andreas murmured, pulling Cat's body atop him, forcing the man to spread his legs and straddle his hips. "Just let me hold you for now. I believe we both need it, and I deserve some small consolation for putting up with this place due to your mistakes."
Allowing Andreas to move his body as the man pleased, Cat nuzzled against the man’s neck. “I’ve missed you so much,” he whispered softly, kissing the man’s soft skin. “I have been thinking about you non-stop, wanting nothing more than to get better, to be your perfect kitty again.” If he didn’t feel bad enough for putting Andreas through this, the man’s words definitely helped push him a little farther down of the pedestal he put himself on.
"You will always be my perfect Kitty. You just have a few blemishes that need to be repaired." Andreas murmured, a soft, strangled sound escaping him at the kisses. He had always been so weak to Cat's kisses and it seemed that his beautiful little toy had finally decided to use that to advantage to calm his anger.
Looking up at Andreas, Cat smiled a little, “You think I’m your perfect kitty?” he asked softly, his eyes full of hope. It meant everything to him that Andreas still saw him as perfect, or nearly perfect was even fine with him. Anything, as long as Andreas wanted him and loved him.
"Yes I do. Why would I think different?" Andreas asked quietly, lightly kissing the corner of Cat's lips. "If you ever do something like this again, you will not need the rehabilitation center. There will be nothing but a memory of you left." He growled, forcing Cat to look at him. While he undoubtedly loved the man, he also got annoyed very easily with Cat's seeming lack of brains at times.
Tensing up at Andreas’ words, Cat back down a little, “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I promise I won’t do it again. I’ll stay clean after this. I don’t want to put you here again nor do I want to feel this pain. Just make it stop.” He whimpered, afraid of the man he loved but needing him anyway. He didn’t know what to do to make anything better and hated that feeling more than anything.
"Silence." Andreas growled. "Just worry with getting yourself clean and drug free. There is time for apologies later." He murmured, sliding his hands along the mans sides, grasping Cat's hips and arching his own up, teasing them both. "I love you. Just promise me that you will never do this again. I can not lose you. You are everything to me."
Whimpering softly from the friction of their crotches rubbing against one another’s, Cat leaned in and started kissing the man’s neck once again. He didn’t want Andreas mad at him, but he also knew he wasn’t physically capable of giving the man what he so clearly desired. “I promise. I won’t do it again Whip. I promise you. You’ll see. I’ll make it all better.”